How to get to a Zune HD...

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hi,
i've been desperately trying to get a zune hd..i only heard of it about a month ago and have been chasing it since. see the problem is i live in Canada, and turns out not even amazon ships it here..and yes, i know the reason, i read the explanation (http://anythingbutipod.com/2009/09/w...-us-exclusive/) but i still want one

i really don't wanna trust a random stranger on ebay with my money, so does anyone here know a reliable (amazon-like) way to get an hd, and possibly some accessories for it? all suggestions are appreciated

i was this close to buying an ipod today..overpriced, generic, ugly ipod..ugh
EDIT: just one more thing..is the hd really worth all this trouble? perhaps i should just wait to see if microsoft kills it..or releases an hd2?